Even though I had been utilizing western medicine and health to deal with my anxieties, I had also been stressing the need for more holistic therapies such as meditation. However, I still was sharing my views of these alternative therapies from a neuroscientific standpoint.
My goal over the past few months was to get into a local technical institute to pursue a career in Neurophysiology. I know I want to study the brain and the mind, and help people who have had similar mental and emotional ordeals as me but I wasn't sure how I was going to go about it. Getting back into school to health science dealing with the brain seemed like the most logical and reasonable step.
More recent gains in personal understanding and awareness have led me to believe that perhaps I am on more of a spiritual journey- here to explore the holistic therapies as well as the scientific ones and combine and share these techniques with the world.
My ultimate goal here remains the same - healing the minds of others.
The world is rampant with negativity largely stemming from the manners in which we were conditioned to think. Sadly, most people are conditioned to believe that ignorance, fear, prejudice and greed are a way of life. It is the nature of today's primitive societal norms. This equates to widespread health problems, mental health issues, depression, anger, addiction and so forth.
Personally, I've had to deal with all of the above mentioned issues. Very few people are aware of the totality of my struggle - my parents and my wonderful wife- and the probably dozens of doctors, therapists and healers that have seen me over the last ten years. Only these people know that I have had to explore countless avenues in each- western medicine and practices, spiritual guidance and counsel, psycho therapeutic and analytical diagnoses and treatment and others- in order for me now, finally, to move forward
Now I am seeing the positive rewards, the joy of life and the possibilities of the universe that are unfolding for me. It's been a lot of work, and admittedly I have to increase my diligence, but for the first time ever, I am beginning to feel like I can put the past to rest, build a substantial life, and help others in a powerful way in doing so.
Thank you for reading. Peace and bless you.